
After around 2 months trying out the benefits of a 'hearing instrument' I made the difficult choice today to send it back.
After a false start initially (due to some fitting issues), my audiologist was able to make some adjustments and pump up the volume on the whole thing. It looked promising for a while, but over the last couple of weeks of the trial I began to get some hard core ringing in my ear.
More testing revealed that my hearing has further deteriorated and thus the benefits of wearing the hearing aid, even with the volume up high, are marginal at best. That considered, I decided the $4,000 could be better spent elsewhere.
I am quite sad about it all. I was really hopeful that wearing a hearing aid would be the answer to my audiological prayers but I guess the reality is that sometimes you just have to accept the way things are, and that even with impressive technology there are still things today that medicine just can't fix. It also makes me conscious of the need to be more judicious in looking after the aspects of my health that I can actually control (like not eating quite so much turkish delight ice-cream).
Overall though, I am grateful that my deaf ear is something I can live with. I wish the same could be said for our family friend Elaine who succumbed to cancer this week. She was a strong woman and a bloody good maths teacher. I respected her immensely and I can't believe she's gone...
Anyway, next time you see me, don't forget to ask me for the full story on my 'aid'—just don't be surprised if you have to ask me twice!